Is it normal that i still think leaving my best friend was a huge mistake?

I knew him for a long time and we did everything together! But he kept getting angry alot latly and we decided we had to stop seeing each other, mainly because he was scared he would hurt me! He said after he could control it for me to find him again... that was FIVE years ago. I have totaly new friends now, and do almost everything with them. But... I can't help and cry alittle at night thinking of him. I am hopeing he is ok, and didn't get into any trouble (he tends to). Is it normal I am still serching for him and thinking of him, my friends tell me to just forget about him. He was too nice to forget about, I CAN'T! What should I do about this? He also never gave me any contact information and may have moved.

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Comments ( 11 )
  • NeuroNeptunian

    If you can't find him, tough. Life is a journey and some of us separate at some point. Maybe someday you will meet with him again. Or maybe not. Either way, don't live in the past, it will distract you from the present.

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    • I know, but he said it would be easy to find him again, and I really miss him

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  • Just_feed_me_Troll_Meat

    Wow you sound like a stalker. Dont let those restraining orders slow you down. Hire a private detective to follow him around or save some money and do it yourself, remember when you do find him its not strange to go rooting through his garbage for clues into his life.

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    • umm... I just want to say hello to an old friend again... I don't want to follow his private life :o

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      • Just_feed_me_Troll_Meat

        You still love him, thats sweet.

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  • crunchtime623

    Do you remember his other friends names?

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    • The ones I do I checked and they don't have a facebook either

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  • crunchtime623

    If u remember his first and last name Facebook is a marvelous invention

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    • What if he dosn't have one?

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      • NeuroNeptunian

        Would it hurt to look anyway?

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        • Shoutmon

          I did

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