Is it normal that i spend the holidays alone.... even with someone in my life?

Two or more years together and you both still don't see each others families at all? That seems really weird to me.

He Sounds like a waste of time. And that he's just using u for his own desires. My king and I attended the royal orgy together. Then we had a delicious banquet of Thai Food. (Together). He shall b banned from my Court! You go find a shining knight who will b with u night and day. Then u won't have to go through that trauma. As a Queen I would not tolerate his behavior so do your self a favor and dump that hump!

Being alone at Christmas must be awful, sorry you had to deal with that.

I don't think this guy deserves to be condemned, however I am surprised that he doesn't care more about how you feel at Christmas. You should make sure he understands how you feel about this. Try not to get down in the dumps about being ignored; your value as a person is not defined by how much time you spend with him or anyone else at any time of you.

My first thought is that you do seem quite dependent on him. Perhaps if you are often needy at other times of the year, he does not understand that being left alone at Christmas is more important that being alone any other time. Just a thought.

What I don't understand is why he wouldn't invite you to spend it with his family. You've been together for two years, so you must be serious so I'm sure you'd be welcome with him and his family. Tell him that.

Hey, you deserve better. You should find someone else who can give you that, don't be alone by choice. It's hard and things don't get better unless you make that effort to move on.

It isn't worth it. Staying up, looking at the clock, waiting for his call, spending every minute of your life, just waiting for something you know will never work. Take it from someone whose had her heart broken and spent those nights awake crying. It doesn't get better until you let go.

He isn't the guy, you deserve someone who will make a life with you. Anyone who doesn't make the effort to bring you into their life shouldn't hold the most important place in yours.

What kind of boyfriend ignores his girlfriend on Christmas? He sounds like an ass, and you sound desperate/dependent. You should gain your independence and learn to rely on yourself more than others so that you will not have to experience that hurt of being let down. Find yourself a new boyfriend too, sheesh.

We are all of one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. I have just now answered every question that has ever and will ever be asked on IIN. Goodbye/hello

No offense but ya'll don't sound very involved to me at all. Part of having a significant other is spending those special times like holidays together and with family.

Don't be afraid to strike out on your own if you are not happy with him and his behavior.

I can relate. I don't have a solution, but I'm truly sorry. Hope you enjoy your holidays