Is it normal that i spend most of my free time masturbating? (explicit)

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I am a 19 year old female. I cannot stop masturbating. I do it at least 3 times during the day during the week and on weekends I dont know how long. It's gotten so bad that I lie to my friends so I can masturbate instead of hanging out with them. Sometimes I'm not horny but I masturbate any ways. I have spent up to 6 hours just masturbating. The only reason I stop is cuz I'm starving. Could this be a sex addiction? Or maybe just an addiction to masturbating....is there a difference? And could it be an addiction to porn cuz I watch it when I do it. I also about once every few weeks find guys to have sex with. The last one I met was in the emergency room. He was cleaning the rooms (he said he was 23) and he asked me for my number and I gave it to him. He texted me that night. I invited him over to watch a movie but that was the furthest thing from my mind. He was at my house for 5 minutes before we had sex. During high school I gave 2 kids head on the bus ( not at the same time) a hand job to a kid sitting next to me in algebra, and another one in computer class. I also had sex in a school bathroom and in the stairwell with a guy I met 10 minutes prior. I had a guy invite me to his house when I was 16. We had sex and then I had sex with 7 of his friends within 4 days. Its like I can't control myself. All I want is sex all the time. I was raped from the time I was 11 til I was 14 cuz my ex step mom pimped me out. When I refused the men they raped me. I am only 19 years old. My life isn't supposed to be this way. I am seriously considering going in to porn. I really need some advice. I'm sorry this is so long but I have nobody to talk to annonomsly. So please help me!

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    Fake and gay.

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  • ryanos
    12 years ago

    You seem to have a real problem if this is taking over your life. I honestly suggest seeking help for your addiction and some counseling for what happened to you when you were younger.
    I am very sorry that happened to you.

    Addictions like this may hinder your attempts to stay in a stable relationship.

    Good luck

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  • ygrowup
    12 years ago

    If you want to change seek help, if not the porn industry may be a option for you! Good luck with your choices!

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  • Pope_Francis
    6 years ago

    Yes, it's normal my child. Sexual arousal is a gift from God and you are celebrating Him (or Her) by masturbating.

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  • esmith62301
    11 years ago

    You need serious mental help!

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  • Avant-Garde
    12 years ago

    Not normal at all. People who have been sexually abused have the tendency to crave sex. Please don't go into porn! See a therapist and put your sick mother in jail. Good Luck!

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  • omg12
    12 years ago

    Its normal to masturbate, but not for 6 hours! R times a day? To have sex with a guy who you met 10 mins earlier? To have sex with seven guys in 4 days? To have been raped and love this? To consider going into porn? It is normal when its innocent not when its like u! Get help Sen

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    sounds dangerous

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  • What'sMyName?
    12 years ago

    (explicit) lol

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    If not then wow.

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  • simpledude
    12 years ago

    Call boystown hotline to get some guidance on a free therapy group you may be able to join.

    you need to reach out to people who can relate to your situation and who will be there in person to support you, keep you grounded, most importantly love and repect you in a nonsexual way.

    The desire for sex and masturbation all the time is a sign you were sexualized as a child and you found comfort in an orgasm, it's an endorphin rush, like people may find comfort in curling up next to a warm fireplace on a cold night.

    I feel horrible that your mother pimped you out. She should be shot and quartered.

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