Is it normal that i sometimes lose my mind while fighting?
I was grown in a tough world and I was taught to have no sentiments. I have been practicing different styles of fighting for a while just to control my nerves that I get everyday.
Well yesterday, this dude I hate came to me and pushed me in the wall, I tried to control myself but once he insulted me with the meanest words, I just, lost my mind, and punched him with all my force in the face. He passed out and fell on the ground, but I simply wanted more and started kicking him the head and in the neck. This guy is now in hospital and will not be coming to school for a while...
Do you think it is normal to grow mad all of the sudden and start hitting someone without having the consent that you could kill him, or am I just a sadistic fuck?