Is it normal that i really dislike young blonde haired girls? please read

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Before you start calling me a troll or racist, please, please read the rest.
When I was young, (around middle school I think) I was always pushed around and teased at by the good looking, blond popular girls. I was the only Eastern Asian at the school and came from an emotionally abusive family.
Whenever I see a blond girl that looks around the age of 13-15, I immediately feel such a sense of hatred that I can't describe. However, I would NEVER, EVER, be rude or hurtful to someone in real life, I can't even eat meat without feeling bad :(
This is not centered towards all white or blond people, I just have this horrible feeling toward the young girls. IIN??

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  • Tealights
    5 years ago

    You're haunted by your past, and holding onto hate. You need to find peace within yourself and forgive, because hate can eat away at you.

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  • pinkdandelion
    5 years ago

    It is totally normal to feel hatred towards them because of your past, but please remember, those teen girls you are seeing are not the ones that violated you. They are just simply girls, but when you see them you are reminded of that terrible time, it takes time to work through those things, but I suggest you do, so you start feeling a bit better about it. :)

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  • Nickvey
    5 years ago

    Asians are racists to begin with so yea pretty fucking normal. you are a racist alright , you just justifie it better than most thats all. im fine with it. more blonde pussy for me. I won't be getting any asian pussy though , because they are all fucking racists.

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  • [Old Memory]
    5 years ago

    That was in the past. It is not normal to despise people from that category just because of some girls in your school. Also, you are very sensitive and you took this way too far. It's over, you should never stop eating meat or live your life just because of bullying. You should continue living your life without caring one bit about these things. Also, "good looking" is really subjective. To me, blondes were never particularly attractive. Instead, asians always were, so if you're a woman, I would most likely find you more attractive than a blonde white woman. They are also subjected to stereotypes for a reason. Just leave the little girls alone, most of them don't have that attitude and don't want to be cruel or hurtful, it's just in your mind. I suggest working on your self-confidence, start feeling better about yourself, do exercises to boost your self-esteem. A good book can help you with that.

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