Is it normal that i possibly got raped by my cousins?

K I had a messed life, seeing a lot of sexual things and things like that. I'll spare all the unneeded details, I was woken up by my cousins, one was same age and other was 5 years younger. They convinced me to go with them. Turns out my older one is horny, and my younger cuz starts to suck me off, then the other rides me later. Keep in mind that I was not with these girls. I wanted to be a nice kid, I tried to avoid the bad things I saw because I witnessed enough. But me with my 14 year old hormones thought it was a good idea. I didn't want to do it but my body did, I didn't mind my same age cuz because we already did bad things (like sex) it was just the young cuz stuff. And she did it to me, and she knew how to do it thanks to my sick uncle over the years. Im asking you guys and gals what your thoughts are, some of you might recognize this story, this one spares those details. Please leave your thoughts and opinions in the comments, and I'll try answer any questions you ask in the comments, and message me if you want more info.

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  • So your 9 yo female cousin gave you a blowjob when you were 14 and this is due to their father being a incest-pedo dad?
    You go on the say that before this incident you were already having sex with your 14 yo cousin. Do I have this right?

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    • Yeah, we did some sexy stuff before. And my younger cuz was taught by my sick uncle. If you want more info then just ask, I have a few more interesting stories I could tell. Mainly about the things I saw. Like when I saw my lil cuz get raped when we were young. If you want to hear than just comment back or message

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  • barstool

    All of that is way fucked up and not normal. If it's real, try not to feel bad about what you did or was done to you, but is there anything you can do about the uncle? ie alert authorities? How old are you now?

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    • My uncle got locked up in prison, don't worry he's rotting away. I'm an adult now, you do not want to know all the horrible things I saw him do to kids. And it happened way long ago,

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      • barstool

        Oh, ok that's a relief to hear. I think you should find someone to talk to if you haven't already, like a qualified psychologist who can help with this sort of thing.
        Maybe you're still processing it, I don't know, but it seems like you want to go over some of that stuff - I just can't help with that, but someone else can.

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  • TerriAngel

    Grammar aside.
    knowone got hurt.
    what are you complaining about, or asking?
    And, no it wasnt rape.
    dont try to be a victim.
    guys are never raped.
    unless someone sticks something in your body,
    against your will.
    that is rape. Its wrong.
    having sex with a girl.
    thats what youre made for.

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    • Ok your kinda right about men can't be raped, but I'm concerned about a 9 y o sucking me off. Was it right when she did it? It was mainly against my will.

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