Is it normal that i only miss my boyfriend because of the sex related things?
I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago because he was being a total jerk, told him yesterday to eff the hell off for good, and even though I still love him, the main reason I miss him is because of the sexual part. We never had intercourse, but we did have oral sex and stuff like that and he was quite good. My dreams are constantly about us being together in my bed and he apologizes for everything he did and then starts kissing my neck and we end up making love. We constantly talked about doing it but pregnancy was a latent fear (many of my friends have gotten themselves pregnant over the course of the last 3 years) and STD's were also a big concern. Condoms aren't 100% safe.
I do love him and want to get back in touch with him (in a non-sexual way) but he's just not the right guy for me....even if it's hard to accept.
Is it normal?