Is it normal that i need to feel like a teenage schoolboy and be caned.

I need to be punished in this manner to alleviate real guilt. I am a balanced grown up but these feelings from my youth are too strong to ignore. It focusses and motivates me.

To feel like a teenage schoolboy in my mind 1
To be caned for real offences 3
To feel absolution after such caning 2
To feel humility but not humiliation. 0
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Comments ( 8 )
  • RoseIsabella

    *snarts*

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    • Ben60

      *snarts* ????

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      • RoseIsabella

        Yes, a snart is when one farts and sneezes simultaneously.

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  • bumsniffer

    Who knows what is normal? I know I have the exact same feelings as you and I am caned regularly as a result. I love being caned.

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  • Ben60

    But I do and there is the rub.

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  • howaminotmyself

    Ha! Balanced....

    As a grown up, you should work on letting go of those past emotions. No one "needs" that kind of punishment.

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  • fratom

    strange but true: to be wanting to be caned like a teenager at school or by parents: Sadly I am old too and these very real needs to alleviate my wrong doing: I question myself from time to as to why: I have a fear of authority figures and would probably obey them if they said to me you deserve a good caning: That seems to be the effect being caned as a child teenager: Is it normal I keep asking myself?

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    • Ben60

      I feel yes if you are in control and consent for positive reasons.

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