Is it normal that i miss being suicidal?

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Okay. Here's the thing. About 6 -10 months ago I was really suicidal and depressed. Then I got help (more like help was forced on me) and I'm much better now. But now I miss being suicidal and depressed. Sounds fucked up, I know. I don't know what to do about it. I like go and look for things that trigger those feelings again.

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  • NeilYounger
    7 years ago

    Sounds like you need to go back into therapy. You are NOT much better. You are still sick. You never got out of the woods. Now go back and continue to get help. That would be soooo completely normal. It really would.

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  • GreyHulk99
    7 years ago

    my parents divorced when i was very young... i played wonderful music but couldn't withstand living with so much money... i obliterated my self with a 20 gauge shotgun in 1994. the pain america felt made 9-11 look like a joke.

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    • Azaman
      7 years ago

      Hi Kurt!

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  • mikhaildb
    7 years ago

    It's not normal, but it's not uncommon. I believe it's called "emo" or "scene".

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