Is it normal that i "mentally ra pe" myself to combat intrusive thoughts

Whenever I get bad thoughts, I imagine something rather large be shoved into my vagina. Its not something I desire (so please try to refrain from perverted jokes), but I'd rather think of that then the terrible thoughts. I realize people will probably laugh at this and think it's a joke, and that's fine, but I'm actually not joking at all. is it normal to do this?

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  • MELOVEPOO

    what do you mean by bad thoughts?

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  • joedoe

    OCD? don't worry about thinking bad thoughts... when you really confront them you see them for the lies they are. it's like if they're always in the darkness they seem to have power over you. but when you air them out, you air out the error so to speak... and see they were bullshit. light gets shone on them. and you realize there was never really anything to worry about. just FULLY confront those thoughts and their power will be relinquished

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  • Arm0se

    Interesting... Do you have any mental conditions?

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  • RandomGirl391

    done it before

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  • reginaFalangi

    What kind of thoughts are so bad you need this yo distract yourself?

    Ithink I've done something similar beforr, trying to distract my thoughts like that.

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