Is it normal that i'm transgender, yet don't accept all trans people?
I'm trans and last year I decided to make the step and transition. I'm not very old or anything, but I desperately wanted to wait until I was 18 so that my parents couldn't stop me from doing this. Hormones help a bunch, though they change less stuff than i would like them to.
The thing is, i really cannot stand some other trans people. It got so far i despise using the word "Trans" to describe myself in any way shape or form now. There's way too many of them that are either deluded or think they deserve some special treatment for being trans. Sure i know how hard it is, and i would like support, but I'm not the center of the world.
For the longest time i thought being trans is just some sexual perversion i had, then i tried making myself think that it wasn't even real or that i'm just making it up, tried to make myself think i was straight, so i don't blame people that hate transgenders. It's hard to believe the fact that you're one gender inside the opposite one, it's that way even for me. I just don't get why people use being trans as some "special snowflake-token" and make all trans people seem to like some idiot 60-year-old losers, that never achieved anything and try to escape reality by cross-dressing or something like that. I don't know, it just makes it that much harder for me to find help, that's why it's so troublesome and aggravating for me.