Is it normal that i'm only attracted to asian guys?
Okay, I'm 18, and I don't know why it is, but I'm only attracted to Asian (Japanese, Korean etc) guys. In fact, I can't get a crush on a guy if he's not Asian. I don't know why it is, but I have an idea. I've always thought of them as mysterious and I find that attractive, also I love their features, like their hair, and their eye-shape. I think their eyes are more defined than other races. That, and I discovered anime and the culture and started learning Japanese 3 years ago and plan on learning Korean. They always tend to be more polite, shy, and respectful than most westerners. I'm not generalizing, obviously there are some that are jerks, but I'm talking about generally.
But, it has turned into a bit of a problem, because I recently moved with my parents into a rural area where there are no Asian people or even other races. :( In fact, the closest you can get is the next town where you see an occasional black person but that's it. I live in a little village and there's just a few elderly people and not many people of my age, and there were no Asians at my college either.
What can I do? I don't want to be seen as racist but I feel like I'll never find love. I found a Japanese pen friend online but he lives in Australia so I can't see him in real life. So, my question is this, is it normal?
Thanks you for taking the time to read my post, I feel like such a freak and so alone...