Is it normal that i'm kinda afraid of other women?
I love women. But whenever a woman is nice to me, I often feel like it's in a gay way but then I remember where I live and all of my previous experiences and I'm like "she's straight and even if I just give her a hint about me liking her she's gonna destroy me in the straightest way possible". But even if she's interested, I feel like she's gonna eat me alive. I just feel like there's no non-straight women over here besides me, even on dating websites so I'm always afraid that to them it's just "being nice" or "gals being pals" etc