Is it normal that i'm in a...

Right now, I'm in a confused state of thought. I'm trying to delve deep into my memories to remember my past. Then, I'm looking at my present time, thinking about these 2 girls of which one I should ask "the question". Next, I'm think of what lays in store for the future.
I'm also in a state a of.... well... how do I say it? Emptiness? Emotion? Confusion? Deep Thought? Love? The Type of Friend I am? I don't know what I'm trying to say on this part but it feels... something isn't right. Christmas is coming up and I don't know how to show my feelings to 1 of these 2 girls that I have stuck in my head. I was thinking of writing of a song or a poem about how I feel but I'm just puzzled. Is this normal?

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64% Normal
Based on 11 votes (7 yes)
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  • RoseIsabella

    So write.
    ;-)

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    • I' still working on the song that I was talking about. I just the few more lines and then the music and then I'll be done

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  • thegypsysailor

    It's already been written; you're only 50 years too late.
    "Did you ever have to make up your mind?
    You pick up on one and leave the other one behind
    It's not often easy and not often kind
    Did you ever have to make up your mind?"

    Lovin Spoonful - Did You Ever Have To Make Up Your Mind Lyrics | MetroLyrics

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    • BrownNightmare

      No! I don't want to copy words from a song that has already been written. I want to make it up from my heart. (btw this is my new account. I somehow cant get into my old one)

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      • thegypsysailor

        Go for it.

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  • My attitude has changed, I haven't felt angry in a long time now (I'm very short-tempered). My caring, loving, protective side has been showing alot recently. I don't know who or what has triggered this. I've been less sexually aroused. I've only just been loving, caring, protective, kind, passionate, calm, in control, different.

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