Is it normal that i'm gonna give my heart a break

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Greetings every one. I'm a 21 year old female. And for the past year or two . I've been talking to a couples of guys. It was my first time ever. And I just didn't work out. I kissed two of them. Thank god that I just kissed him . You see I'm still a virgin. My heart hurts so bad. Like its my first time experience this kind of stuff.I don't like the feeling .Tears just be rolling down my face and I don't even realize it. Like last night one of the guys I used to talk too. I made a mistake and I went on his Facebook page. I saw this girl as his background picture and last Monday she was his Mcm. I couldn't believe it he never did me like that. But it's ok. I'm a strong girl. I'm not gone let this bring me down. I'm current in college . I'm Just gonna focus on my education. And just give up on love. Until God sent the right one for me. Like I'm done. I won't out . Some one help me please . My heart is in pain

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TexasToast09

7 years ago

Take the time that you need. I think most people go through a similar experience, and it's never easy.

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  7 years ago
  
  Thanks beautiful.
  
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Keepsake

7 years ago

What's an mcm?

Relationships end up being trial and errors with a lot of heartbreak, but there's always an end to that when you meet the right person.

Give yourself a break and try again once you feel up for it. Things will hurt now, but it'll get better over time.

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- satanniggasandpopsicle
  
  7 years ago
  
  it stands for man crush monday
  
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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  7 years ago
  
  Thanks you are wonderful. It's what I need
  
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satanniggasandpopsicle

7 years ago

So whats the problem? Are you saying that you and him were or are in a relationship, and you found out about his "MCM" and thats it?

And you feel he's cheating on you or something?

Attraction to girls are natural. I mean yea he finds someone else than you attractive, but thats natural. That doesnt mean he doesnt want to stop being with you or anything.

Im sure you find other guys than him attractive, but that doesnt mean you want to cheat on him or anything. Its just natural.

I just think you're taking this too harshly on yourself.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  7 years ago
  
  We are not together. We will never be. And mcm stands for man crush Monday.
  
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  - satanniggasandpopsicle
    
    7 years ago
    
    yea i know
    
    i looked it up haha
    
    mine is the harsh truth that is good for you, but you may not want to hear haha
    
    so your saying your crying because he finds someone else attractive? XD hahaha
    
    thats so ridiculous
    
    the girl im going for finds other hot guys attractive, and i find other cute girls attractive
    
    but i love her very very very much. and she loves me <3 i only want her
    
    this is natural. your gonna have to get used to it lol
    
    theres more to life than looks
    
    unless im missing a part of your story or something lol
    
    unless he liked stabbed you in your sleep or some shit lol
    
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    - Anonymous Post Author
      
      7 years ago
      
      Well I'm over it . And yes you're missing a big part of it. I mean that's the past and I'm not trying to think about the past. Life goes on. He'll be sorry someday. I'm done . It's over . It's a wrap. P.s. I don't care about looks are skin deep . It doesn't matter about that. I wasn't crying bc he finds others girls attractive. I cried because it's all over forever. no looking back.
      
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      - satanniggasandpopsicle
        
        7 years ago
        
        you think its over forever
        
        i mean nothing is set in stone yet right?
        
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        Anonymous Post Author
        
        7 years ago
        
        I made up my mind. First time it ends. It's my last time . Things happen for a reason. God knows best.
        
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shuggy-chan

7 years ago

You should also give that gigantic paragraph a few line breaks. A wall of is a little hard to read

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  7 years ago
  
  Really not helpful. Being rude
  
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  - shuggy-chan
    
    7 years ago
    
    It is helpful cause if you want someone to thoughtfully read your story and give advice.
    
    It has to be digestible. Paragraphs would help that.
    
    Especially with people online with short attention spans.
    
    Try reading that out loud and see how hard it is without structure.
    
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    - Anonymous Post Author
      
      7 years ago
      
      Listen . This paragraph makes sense to Me. I'm from the south and this is just how I speak. I'm an country girl. And proud . So you need to move around . Yeah I doubt if you know what it means . And my phone be texting off the wall things on its own.
      
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MR.mr

7 years ago

good for you sometimes we need a break.

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  7 years ago
  
  Not helpful.
  
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