Is it normal that i'm distressed after crashing my new car?

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ARR I'm all over the place. Just got a new car 2 weeks ago and today I was trying to drive through those 2 white poll things and somehow it dented the whole side of my bumper.
I was going so slow though I was coming from a corner but somehow it looks like a Porsche sped up and hit the right side making a huge whole in it :|

My parents bought it unfortunately, I was supposed to buy my own car but stupidly fell into depression for 18 months and stopped pursuing money and being the independent person who never took a dime. They're authoritarian narcissistic cunts so they've NEVER had anything good to say and this is one of those fucked up occasions where I prove them right.

My whole life epitomises destruction. Everything they give me I lose or break. And everything else in life I somehow manage to destroy and it's 70% subconscious and not deliberate!
I'm overly aggressive for a girl but you would never tell by looking at me, they all think I'm angels (apart from family) and my Psychiatrists are looking into a schizophrenia diagnosis atm. My mind is fucked up but I try so hard to control it and how it affects my daily life. I don't wanna take meds and don't have time for therapy, but the bullshit seems inevitable.

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  • green_boogers
    9 years ago

    You seem to accept being a loser. Do you have friends that are losers?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      I acknowledge that I have bad luck from time to time.

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      • green_boogers
        9 years ago

        Bad luck is a good way to avoid blame. What are you going to do about your bad luck?

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  • Avant-Garde
    9 years ago

    It could be that you have one or more than one of the seven types of ADD. You are describing things in your post which match up with some of the symptoms.

    http://add.about.com/od/adhdthebasics/a/Interview-With-Dr-Daniel-Amen.htm

    Or, you go on his site: http://www.amenclinics.com/conditions/adhd-add/

    I highly suggest that you consider giving Dr.Amen's program a try.

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  • EccentricWeird
    9 years ago

    If somebody steals my car right from in front of my door right now, I don't care. You know, I can't be bothered with that. The only thing I will do is have my secretary call the insurance agency and I laugh about it, you know, because I cannot be bothered with it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    they gave u life so dont break that

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    Gee, someone gives you a new car and you fuck it up? I've never had a new car, not that it's ever been at the top of my priorities, but it would have been nice.
    Sounds (from your post) like you are just looking for any excuse to avoid doing anything in life. You want to be diagnosed with a mental illness so you won't have to take responsibility for failing. You think your parents are responsible for your being all fucked up, but they don't sound so bad to me.
    Forget the doctors and your parents and take a good honest look at your reflection in the mirror; that's who is responsible for your troubles, and that's who will fix them!
    Nobody else will or can.

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