Is it normal that i'm disgusted by the idea of human body?

Ok. Honestly I made a profile here to ask this question, because I couldn't find a similar topic anywhere.
Sometimes, when I realize what is inside my body (all the blood and guts, bones, everything), I become disgusted with myself and other people too. I think about how ugly people are inside, it saddens me that we are just "that".
Sometimes it's so strong that I stop exercising, because the idea that my muscles move and how it all works is too disgusting.
I'm 23 and this strange feelings appeared maybe 2 or 3 years ago.
Before that I never cared. I used to be interested in medicine, unusual illnesses, saw some bad stuff on the internet...
I became more fragile if it comes to disgust than I used to be as a teen.
It's insane!

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  • RoseIsabella

    Gross or not a human body is all you've got.

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  • Ellenna

    Sounds like a phobia to me so if it's disrupting your life some therapy would be a good idea

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  • Disappointmentaf

    It doesn't matter and it's okay. We are complex organisms and have structural complexities which make us function. It's made to be functional not necessarily pretty. We are insignificant and don't matter anyway lol

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    • Coma15Grey

      I know, but it disturbs me sometimes so much that I don't want to do anything. Of course it's not always like that. I still love horror movies, it's reality that makes me nauseous, the consciousness.
      Nothing matters from the perspective of the whole universe. People make things matter.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    ever butchered animals?

    not froma whacko psycho killer angle like somea the weirdos here but just froma everyday practical standpoint of working on a farm its kinda neat and interestin and ultimately delicious

    it takes a bita gittin useda but it might help

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    • Coma15Grey

      I'm a vegetarian.

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      • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

        So?

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        • Coma15Grey

          So I would never kill an animal without any reason (like attack ). I don't like watching animals being killed, I don't like eating them. It's disgusting to put flesh in my mouth, it's been like this since my childhood.
          So no, I wouldn't do any of it.

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          • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

            go read what i said again

            i never said nothin bout yall killin or eatin animals

            i said the internal makeup what makes life work can be fascinatin if yall can got past the childish squeamishness of it

            just tryinta help but mebbe yall should stick with disney movies instead and continue bein disgusted with yallself

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          • CozmoWank

            If you listen close, you can hear a carrot scream when being chopped.

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            • Coma15Grey

              But when I eat carrots I don't feel like I'm eating something disgusting, so that's ok.

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