Is it normal that i'm always so angry?
This has been happening for four years now. I can't find a reason to get out of bed and I cry every morning. I cry because I am sick of always being so angry, but I can't stop. I'm angry because I am so afraid of failure, I'm angry because of what my family did to me, I'm angry because my sister is happy, I'm angry because I was poor as a child but when my sister was born my parents had way more money, I'm angry because I have a friend who never did anything for a living but her father brought her a Ferrari when I had to work all by myself to get a car, I'm angry because people at my job give me as an example of a mentally healthy person when I was always forced to take pills. I am so angry I can hardly even sleep.
What should I do?