Is it normal that i'm a 18 year old girl who loves being fat, and loves to gain

What the fuck no.

I think you have an eating disorder. You're putting yourself at risk of some serious health problems. You finding great satisfaction from every pound you put on, despite your obesity, is the same as the anorexic who finds great satisfaction from every pound they lose, despite being morbidly underweight.

It's your body, but I'd suggest seeking some therapy to overcome this habit before you do lasting damage. People lose limbs, their internal organs can be damaged and even fail, their mobility is severely impeded and their social and economic standing can be destroyed... That's why you're eating your way towards.

I'm all for loving yourself and your body but you need to see someone. You're doing horrible damage to your organs and joints and I guarantee you that Type 2 diabetes, joint disorders and hypertension are NOT FUN.

No, it is not normal. You need to get help.

Nasty.

Sounds like you have an eating disorder.

It is ok to be overweight but you have to take care of your health. Skinny doesn't mean healthy, nor does fat...

What? That's just disgusting. I can't help thinking of you as an egoistic person. I hate it when people are like AAAAH I'M SO RICH I HAVE PLENTY OF FOOD AND I CAN AFFORD ANYTHING LOOK AT ME EATING THIS SANDWICH HABBAHABBAHABBA. And that's no hate towards all fat people. Some of them really can't do anything about it. But just stop it, I think you need help.

Yay hooray for you.

I have some pies that no one wants to eat.

I would so go out with you.
Not even remotely joking.

But if we were going out, I'd be concerned about your health. You're putting yourself at risk for heart attacks, diabetes, heart disease, etc. While it is your body and you make the choices, I'd recommend cutting back at least slightly.

A little too much weight isn't a bad thing, but make sure you don't overdo it. This can cause severe harm to your body.

Only one thing worse that a fat chick. A fat chick with small boobs.

Like the rest have said, that's great you like the way your body is, but be careful because it can lead to health problems down the line. I'm not saying you should stop, just be aware of the potential risks as well.

Well it's okay if you are just a lttle overweight but as i'm hearing, you sound un-healthy. You should see a doctor.

It is good to like ourselves the eay we are but you want to consciously gain weight....do you feel sexy at a heavier weight? If so, more power to you, but like evryone else said....you need to be concerned about your health.....you need some level of fitness and health just to participate in life....

It's all right to feel comfortable in your body and feel society's pressure to be thin but a wanting to be morbidly obese is not good! You can very sick by gorging food

That actually sounds pretty hot, and being a guy who's into larger women himself, I can tell you that its a pretty common thing in the FA community! In fact, there are quite a lot of blogs and sites run by girls who are gaining weight for their own (sometimes sexual) satisfaction. Also, in feeder/feedee relationships, one person will fatten up the other by feeding them for the sexual gratification of the couple, which sounds sort of similar to what you're doing to yourself. So yeah, perhaps not 'normal' per se, but relatively common within the right circles!

Fake I want to be obese and need a crane to get out of bed

No, Gross.

Forget all the bullshit okay? You know you're fat and have an eating disorder when you cant see your crotch area without lifting your stomach.

None of this is normal. You need to get help or you will die.

you sound like my 10 yr. old cousin.

No this is not normal at all. Maybe you are sick of the pressure of having to stay thin so have went in the complete opposite direction. It is normal to enjoy food but not to enjoy being fat. I agree with Disthings comment.

But bulking season is nearly over brah.

Unhealthy x999999999999

That's really not healthy. I hope no one makes fun of your weight if you're a good person, but the main problem is potential health risks. Do you really want to get diabetes or heart problems? I doubt it.