Is it normal that i love reading/imagining male rape?
i would never EVER wish for anyone to be actually raped. EVER. i do, however, find fantasizing about male-on-male rape really hot and read a lot of fanfiction about it. although i'm a girl i kinda put myself in the victim's shoes and that turns me on. i don't find anything alluring about women being assaulted, though, and have no interest in reading about it.
could this be a way of exploring my gender and/or sexuality? or am i a pervert? help :(