Is it normal that i love my best friend so much?
To cut a long story short, one of my best friends, if not the closest is the love of my life and she knows it.
We have met over 5 years ago, I'm a bit older than her and we spend lots of time together and travel due to our profession.
So, when we met I fell for her right away and we quickly clicked. She's the most brilliant girl I've ever known, so creative and pure and gorgeous inside out...
We used to drink together and make out, even her having a boyfriend. She says to me she is bi but never dates women. I am bi too but prefer ladies.
We had sex for some time when she broke up with her last boyfriend but never dated.
We drifted apart for some months but soon got back being best friends and I know she missed what we had...
She is single now and I want to ask her to go steady with me so badly but I fear it could compromise our friendship if it didn't work out.
I can't think of anything else than being her girlfriend, and seeing her all the time intensifies my suffering.