Is it normal that i like to make girls suffer?
Whenever I'm in a relationship, I try my hardest to make the girl fall deeply in love with me. After I achieve my goal, I just start to disrespect them, ignore them and treat them like they mean nothing to me. This causes these girls to try to latch onto me even more, begging me for attention and clinging onto every last hope that I discretely give them, only to break up with them, when they expect us to get back together. I show no emotions whatsoever during these last moments together, making them feel like they have no control.
I know this is wrong, but I feel the need to do it. It's like a rush, like an addiction. When I feel a girl starts to love me, I sadistically abuse the power I have over her, feeling sweet pleasure by toying with her emotions, ripping her heart into pieces, destroying her self worth and systematically tear her ego apart, to the point she feels hopeless without me.
And then I leave her.
IIN? Is this how the majority of relationships work, or am I just a psychotic control freak?