Is it normal that i like to hurt myself after reading these stories?

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I like reading fictional stories about getting abused, tortured, subjected to bondage, and variants of it. When Im done reading any given story that I find, I have this strong urge to bruise my body in any way shape or form, though usually it consists of bruising my arms or attempting to bruise my chest/ ribs. Usually I enjoy the self harm and grin with satisfaction when looking at the damage but at the same time I look at myself with disgust and question how I could do this and what would people think if they saw this. do other people do this too/ feel the same way?

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  • Nightwalk3r
    9 years ago

    Well it's not normal but you're not alone buddy, I do the same thing. It's a form of masochism, I think.

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  • TimmyTheTurtle
    9 years ago

    listen up weirdo... and listen good..... you, are,........... awesome keep up the goodwork :) keep going till you break somethin!

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      such inspiring words from a turtle...

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      • Mytwin295
        9 years ago

        Don't diss the turtle man

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        • TimmyTheTurtle
          9 years ago

          damn right.

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      • TimmyTheTurtle
        9 years ago

        i know you have what it takes to be the most self destructive person on earth. you just gotta belive in yourself. try beating your toes with a hammer?

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          9 years ago

          How about I hit your toes with a hammer

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          • TimmyTheTurtle
            9 years ago

            HEY.. im not the 1 that made a creepy topic about loving pain now was i? i was just recommending things you might like -_-

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            • Anonymous Post Author
              9 years ago

              Sometimes i get extra edgy when its that time of the month

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  • hardguy22
    9 years ago

    get religion. .i suggest orthodox christian, that is a satanic behaviour u have.

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  • walkingzombie
    9 years ago

    stop hurting yourself.maybe u just need some good old fashion rough sex :)

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      I do have that... its not enough

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  • CloverFish
    9 years ago

    It's not necessarily normal, but fairly common. I know you enjoy it, but this is the kind of thing where you really need to monitor how much you're doing and where. I'm sure you're doing that already, but just proceed with caution I guess.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      Im a hot mess right now... Ive been in bed all weekend too embarrassed to go to the hospital. I guess I wasn't cautious enough.

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