Is it normal that i like to hold in my feces?
Ever since I was kid, I've always enjoyed holding my feces in. Sometimes, I would find a quiet and secluded area and just savor the feeling in my anus. Nowadays, I sit on the can with a book and just hold it in for as long as I can; sometimes, tears will come to my eyes, perhaps as an automatic response to the waves of pleasant vibrations my quivering anus produces. I'm always a tad sad when there's no more.