Is it normal that i like to have a man take advantage of me

OK heres the thing I get extremely turned on by a man who has the gutts to take control and use me during sex and only during sex tho. I love when i am handled roughly and when i am forced to be chocked by a dick. I also love when my hair is pulled and I am choked, as well as called a dirty slut and bitch. I want the feeling of rape but not actually being raped I want it consentual of course. I just love the feeling of bneing helpless with my man and if a guy cant make me feel helpless Im turned off. It makes me feel as if he cant protect me when the time comes if he cant dominate me. But heres the thing Im a really innocent girl but I have this desire. Is it normal?