Is it normal that i like having my mouth taped shut?

I really like having my mouth taped shut, and sometimes when I'm alone I tape up my mouth with a massive amount of duct tape, medical tape, athletic tape, adhesive tape, masking tape, or packaging tape, etc. Then I will sit around gagged with tape for hours, in a state of ecstasy.

I think this got started when I was in school, and I had a few teachers who taped my mouth shut to keep me quiet in class. My fifth grade teacher in particular taped me up so many, many times I soon lost count. She had rolls of athletic tape from the gym teacher, and she would bandage my mouth and jaw all up in tape to keep me from talking.

At first this was a drastic last resort, but as I drove her to do it again and again, she came to use it frequently, as her go-to method for keeping me shut up in class. I would talk too much on purpose, just to egg her on into taping my mouth shut. I remember my feeling of excitement whenever she got out a roll of athletic tape and called me up front to her desk. And I remember sitting in my seat afterwards in a dreamy triumphant haze, wearing a big muzzle of tape and knowing I would be physically unable to open my mouth or speak a word until the end of the day.