Is it normal that i have the most vivid, terrifying nightmares and can't wake?
I have crazy dreams where I'm always in this hellish place, last time this demon with the face of some girl I used to know was pinning me up against a wall with her ugly, scabbed wings. she was 7 feet tall, had hooves, claws, and horns. there were fleshy skulls where her breasts should have been and she squeezed them while raping me with her tail. where her spine should have been was an enormous vagina with maggots/worms/spiders crawling in and out of it, except where the clit should have been was another ugly skull with a wide open mouth with a dick for a tongue. little hands came out of the dick, prying my lips open, opening my eye lids, and tearing my teeth out. does anyone else have dreams so insane and have a hard time believing there's a difference between reality and there? like maybe that is the reality but it's just so bad your brain has to lie to yourself and make up this life? or they put you here on purpose b/c if you were there all the time it wouldn't be as bad?