Is it normal that i have the confidence of the world yet i shouldn't have it ?
Is it normal to have all the confidence of the world yet have many defos in me ?.
I have afro hair and i am brown skinned im a country that the black people are counted on one hand , so i should feel inferior not superior ,but i feel the opposite.
I am very immature for a 30 something .
I am crazy and everyone knows it , yet i don't feel inferior for being crazy , infact i feel superior .
I am not that pretty , but walk around as though i am the prettiest .
I lie and lie alot , and not ashamed or scared of people finding out that i lie .
I am in my late thirtees , yet act as though i am in my early twenties , and not afraid of people knowing my real age and seeing how i act .
maybe i'm like what Bertrand Ruseell says
"The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, and wiser people so full of doubts."
and i am a fanatic and a fool .