Is it normal that i have an on-going story in my head where i'm the hero?
Ever since I was in the 3rd grade (I'm almost 18 now), I've had this made-up story in my head where I'm the protagonist (savior of the world, woo!).
It's very Hollywood-action/thriller-like. I like to believe that the images in my head are being watched by the entire world like on a movie screen, and that everyone is cheering for me, naturally.
Anytime I hear a song I like, I like to correlate it to a new scene I can think of. I'm not capable of listening to a song on my mp3 unless it's associated to my story in some way; that's how I ''feel it'' and get myself into it.
I don't think I hope on any of it to actually happen in real life; a lot of the elements in the story are fantastic/magic, and could never happen anyway.
And I don't necessarily think of myself as having low self-esteem either, even though this whole ''having everybody watch'' aspect makes it seem like I'm a huge narcissist with a small ego who wants approval, basically.
I'm genuinely curious; is this common? Does it resemble any type of personality disorder lmao? Do any of you think of stuff like this?