Is it normal that i have a strong desire to pop boils and watch yt vids of it?
I have always had a strong fascination with the idea of popping boils.
Not just boils. Cysts, pimples, blackheads, really anything that I can squeeze secretions out of.. I hear the secretions smell but I already thought that through, I'd just wear a face mask and breathe through my mouth.
Unfortunately, I have never had the opportunity to find someone disgusting enough to have these issues.
I just live vicariously through youtubers who apparently lack shame.
I never had acne issues and I've always kept perfect hygiene. I wish I could attack a cyst. My mom is a nurse so I'd do the proper procedure. I'm a 20 year old female.
When people post videos to gross others out with boils I feel weird because I actually seek the videos out. And usually I have already seen the video.
I am completely desensitized to any gross factors to it, I can even watch the videos while eating.
IIN?