Is it normal that i have a hit-list.

I've been severely bullied at points of my life. I've have enough friends but they're not true friends, they talk shit behind my back.

I've been actively developing a hit-list since I was in middle school. 5 years later, the list has about 20 people. I plan to start on the hit-list and get payback on people I hate in my life when I retire(in my 50s or 60s). My brother is a psychopath and I've always wondered if I'll ever become one. I often have very vivid daydreams, and even speak out loud or moving my hand/body in reaction to it in real life. Much like hallucinations...

Unlike most vengeful students, I would never do a school shooting and I am not suicidal at all. Overall I'm a pretty normal guy, other than I plan to kill a lot of people after I've lived a full life. I'm a pretty funny guy and nobody would be able to tell if I was abnormal at all.

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40% Normal
Based on 40 votes (16 yes)
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Comments ( 10 )
  • Darktown_vs_Blackville

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0aAUgmWhJ8c

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    • JakeCage

      Haha!

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  • bigol'dick

    I do the same thing!

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  • thegypsysailor

    At what point would it not have been better to stand up to your bullies and take a beating, than live in fear and hatred all your life?

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  • shuggy-chan

    I have a hit list too, I'm a hit this I'm hit that I'm hit that from the back

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  • Faggots_should_die

    Everyone contemplates revenge on those they feel may have wronged them. I don't doubt you have been bullied and I am disgusted by that.

    When the time comes, plan carefully, choose the targets carefully, and kill them all.

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    • JakeCage

      Thank you.

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  • depressedyoungadult

    You sir, are delightful. Might i suggest Joel Edgerton's THE GIFT, for your master plan.

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  • NeuroNeptunian

    If you're thinking about murdering people, like, seriously murdering people, then you need to get help. Actions almost always begin as thoughts.

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  • TheDentist

    Maybe you should become a dentist and take out your problems on peoples' teeth.

    After yanking out molars without anaesthesia, jamming sharp tools into people's' throats and getting high on nitrous oxide all day, I don't have any problems anymore.

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