Is it normal that i have a hit-list.
I've been severely bullied at points of my life. I've have enough friends but they're not true friends, they talk shit behind my back.
I've been actively developing a hit-list since I was in middle school. 5 years later, the list has about 20 people. I plan to start on the hit-list and get payback on people I hate in my life when I retire(in my 50s or 60s). My brother is a psychopath and I've always wondered if I'll ever become one. I often have very vivid daydreams, and even speak out loud or moving my hand/body in reaction to it in real life. Much like hallucinations...
Unlike most vengeful students, I would never do a school shooting and I am not suicidal at all. Overall I'm a pretty normal guy, other than I plan to kill a lot of people after I've lived a full life. I'm a pretty funny guy and nobody would be able to tell if I was abnormal at all.