Is it normal that i get mad when someone is rp'ing and getting attention?
I know first off that having autonepiophilia isn't normal and anything negative you think about me in your head should stay there because i don't want to hear it. I can't help myself from getting mad if someone RPs and gets tons of attention by playing as a toddler/infant. I had no clue what RP was or what it even stood for but i looked into it and i started joining some fun role playing communities. I started to realise that every single one of the people playing as a toddler were as annoying as fnck. So i started to get mad at that. It soon escalated into me not getting any attention at all. I have six siblings so I didn't have attention on me at all in my own house. Especially since im the oldest but anyways. I noticed that I get extreamly jealous and full of anger when someone gets more attention then me. I can't help myself from getting pissed off. I think i just need someone in my life that I can talk to about how I feel.