Is it normal that i get bored of friends very easily? or are these trust issues
I have been a victim of loneliness, I know what it's like to feel lonely and unwanted. However, when I am blessed with friends, who care for me and invite me to places and hang out with me, like I am now... I pull away after a while. After a while, it's exhausting to talk to them. I'm mentally filled up and I can't take in another word of nonsense they utter, be it to me or to somebody else or among themselves. I hate that I do this and I don't want to hurt feelings obviously, but that's just how it is. I maintain a barrier. No one should cross it lest they hurt me. I am afraid I might get hurt. So I don't open up. Never fully.