Is it normal that i find likeable the make up that some pornstars wear?

I find Briana Banks extremely beautiful for her face, and I wish I looked like her, a friend of mine sent me a picture and I google some videos just to see her face and make up im not interested in heterosexual porn...just ugh..but I finder her gorgeous and I wish I could have a face as pretty as hers or that I was just as photogenic as her, Is it normal? Some advise please? I just happen to hace really low self esteem maybe it has to do with it.

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  • Elliemental

    Meh I had to google her, she's not all that! Don't sell yourself short! You can enhance your own beauty a little but looks fade, dull n slutty if for life! I think my face is the one thing I've never wanted to change about myself, just wish I was a little better with make up :P but it's tricky drawing in your own face! How freaky would it be to look in the mirror n someone else stared back at you!?

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    • catshapped

      Well thanks!

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  • Caryopteris

    Young people see somebody pretty and wish they could be like that person because they like the feeling they get looking at them. The person is always very confident as part of their attractiveness. A young person can't see themseles that way. They focus on their own flaws and don't feel confident. They don't realize that they are their own cool person. The trick is to like yourself, valuing what you have and seeing it is unique. Other people probably admire something about them, although only being confident and at peace with themselves will make themselves truly attractive to people. It's a catch 22! And the person may flounder, all unhappy, until they are about 40. Then they wake up and see they were cool all the time! And they wish they could get the time back without wishing they were somebody else. Cruel but true.

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  • Anime7

    Admiring how beautiful her face appears is normal. That fact that she's a pornstar shouldn't really matter.

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    • catshapped

      Hmmm you make it sound really good! But its not only that is that I wmulate her looks because I wish I had a face that looks like hers.

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      • Anime7

        Well that's pretty normal, if somebody looks pretty you kinda want to look like them. But you know there probably is somebody who does find you beautiful.

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        • catshapped

          meh, I doubt it...I mean i get hit on but I just happen to always that people just like me just because others who they might like more just dont like em :S

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          • Anime7

            Well those people are lame, even if you don't believe it there probably is somebody who thinks you're pretty. It just seems like your self-esteem isn't high enough to believe that, but everyone at some point goes through something similar to this. I can't make you take my word, but trust me, one day you'll see yourself the way your admirer does.

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            • catshapped

              Thank you, constructive and sweet !

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