Is it normal that i feel useless?
I'm not good at anything specific.
I've never had a real job, and I'm 22. I have anxiety, and I'm too shy to do anything, I'm just too shy to work normally... nobody wants to hire me because I have no experience, and because I'm too shy.
I want to get married in the future, but I'm too shy to even look at a guy... I don't even have any friends. How am I going to get married...?
I want to have kids in the future, but that's never gonna happen because of how shy I am now.
I want to have a job to take care of myself, and to feel like I'm good at something, but I'm f***** not good at anything!
Sometimes I feel like my life isn't even worth living... that I should just end it. nobody wants me anyway, I don't even want me anymore.