Is it normal that i feel more productive and cheerful when i smoke?
I've noticed that most times, weed gets me thinking in a positive light.
It also makes me more optimist, like I realize I've been overthinking and then when I smoke it all kind of clears away. I'm normally overthinking stuff and have a bit of anxiety, I'm usually afraid of trying new things, etc.
And also makes me more creative or at least more secure about my ideas, it makes me want to draw and sing do stuff I've kind of abandoned, but made me happy.
It makes me wonder if it would be ok to smoke more often, like say 5 times a week or so. Specially to smoke and then use that time to draw, write, sing, whatever. To take advantage of how it makes me feel productive.