Is it normal that i feel like smoking crack and remodeling the house
This house needs so much work done on it, in fact i have another house that needs work as well. I love doing that sort of thing including gardening, but its very hard to get motivation due to mental problems/depression. When I go off my meds i feel so good and full of energy like i could redo the whole house. i only take the meds to keep me normal in real life situations like school & work. i need this good manic feeling but I don't know how else to get it. IIN? Also I made the story about drinking jaeger bombs all the time but it seems the effectiveness has worn off, I might go back to the 5h energy cocktails, any other suggestions how to get energy + focus FAST and please no b/s answers like drugs are bad cuz obviously i've already tried legal fixes doctors etc. doens't help