Is it normal that i feel like smoking crack and remodeling the house

This house needs so much work done on it, in fact i have another house that needs work as well. I love doing that sort of thing including gardening, but its very hard to get motivation due to mental problems/depression. When I go off my meds i feel so good and full of energy like i could redo the whole house. i only take the meds to keep me normal in real life situations like school & work. i need this good manic feeling but I don't know how else to get it. IIN? Also I made the story about drinking jaeger bombs all the time but it seems the effectiveness has worn off, I might go back to the 5h energy cocktails, any other suggestions how to get energy + focus FAST and please no b/s answers like drugs are bad cuz obviously i've already tried legal fixes doctors etc. doens't help

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  • sexysonofsam

    Just explain to me how you have two houses but still need to get schoolwork done? I personally in my very own humble opinion think that you are a liar.

    You are suffering of visions of grandeur and should remove your head from your arsehole immediately, before you suffocate in all that bullshit you are spreading!

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  • jaymesfairless

    I've tried all three. Adderall sounds best.
    meth isnt worth the come down or the addiction, niether is crack.... adderall is at least ... less addictive..

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  • FJK_frm_AK25

    Meth wud wud better then crack in that situation.

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  • LittleGirlFerociouslySodomized

    Try Adderall

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