Is it normal that i fantasize about this?
(just pointing this out first off, I wouldn't ever actually do anything like this and it bothers me that I actually have such fantasies)
Ok well, once in a while I fantasize about raping girls, and/or doing extremely sadistic things to them like stabbing their um.. parts.. with a knife (I don't even wanna voice some of these thoughts) and stuff like that.
I AM a bit of a sadist and masochist, but obviously some of my fantasies are beyond what is ok to do, and as I said I wouldn't actually do them.
But why do I even think things like that, and why does it get me hard?