Is it normal that i fantasize about being killed?

It's been that way, lately. Brutally chopped into bits with a pickaxe. I imagine feeling relief, catharsis, as if I had been cleansed and punished for sins or impurities that existed in me.

It's not normal. I know that much. Then what is it?

PS., it's not sexual. I am into BDSM, but this doesn't exactly turn me on.

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30% Normal
Based on 30 votes (9 yes)
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  • Fall_leaves

    Um..why don't you take a bath instead?

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  • ArayaLioness

    Are you depressed? Disappointed with your life? Unhappy? These could be reasons why someone feels "relief" when thinking of being murdered.

    Have you recently been through a traumatic experience and feel numb from it?

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  • Wysiwyg

    I dunno, that'd be pretty painful. You'd be too busy screaming in agony to feel any catharsis. I would highly recommend finding a more productive activity. After all, dying is overrated.

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  • Karmasbitch

    I don't want to be brutally killed but I wouldn't mind getting a bullet through the skull.

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  • Arm0se

    pyramid head

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  • Ace09

    It's a troll, and it's not even a good one!

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