Is it normal that i enjoy violence?
I don't know why but I really enjoy violence, I'm in wrestling and the only thing that has kept me in it is the adrenaline rushes from pain and the discontented look on my opponents face when i knock the wind out of them. I always want to fight someone but consequences are the only thing keeping me back. When I watch a horror movie I secretly want them all to perish except for one that I may like. I like to draw and sometimes my drawing can get get very violent. My own grandmother called me sick about a year back and it's been bothering me ever since. My hunch is that I like it because I'm Italian and the Italians back a few hundred years ago were insanely crude and violent. I think I may need help...