Is it normal that i dream of torturing my childhood bullies?
I'm 22 now. Back when I was a kid, I was constantly being bullied by everyone in my class and also by the other kids in the neighborhood where I lived. For some reason, it seemed like absolutely everyone loathed me. I didn't have any friends at all. Every day felt like a living nightmare, and the pain endures to this day. I'm pretty sure my autism diagnosis plays a massive role in all of this. Well, on to my point. I sometimes find myself daydreaming about acting out a revenge plot against these people today. I want them to experience the same pain they forced me to endure for years.