Is it normal that i don't want to be me?
I don't like myself. I want to be the person I am in my dreams. At the most, I can only tolerate myself and attempt to keep myself in (relatively good), condition. But I don't like myself one bit. I'd do anything to become the much cooler and better person in my dreams. I'd like to change my whole life sequence, actually (because while there's a few little things I could change, for the most part, I can't).
I haven't had a bad life but I'd perfer a much better and interesting one. This is why I keep making different online aliases of myself (A few examples: Dawn Shades, a Team Rocket member, Strategist of Team Galactic, Pokemon Trainer, a girl named "Penelope", and for a very brief time, a pokemon). Because to be me, sucks in my eyes.
As for my new online alias, I now go as a Admin of Team Cipher (they were in Pokemon Colloseum and XD Gale of Darkness).
Oh, I forgot to mention that a few of the things I want to do aren't in my realm of physical capability so I don't know how I'd become the exact person I yearn to be.