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Is it normal that i don't understand myself ?
sometimes i don't know how i feel, like or hate i feel like i'm lost and confused all the time.
i don't have a personalty and i always find myself copying someone else's personalty
i really hate myself
I completely understand, I'm not my biggest fan either and i feel lost as to who I am an lot of the time, as cheesy as it usually is to recite lyrics a modest mouse lyrics has always stuck with me
" I'm not sure who I am but I know who I've been "
I really do feel that way, also people can list off qualities about themselves, I can't, hell I can't even participate seriously in posts about it, at college you're asked to give a bit of information about who you are and I just couldn't
Also it's like I doubt my morals and beliefs, are they my morals and beliefs? Or am I just too easily swayed? Are they just things I've picked up from my environment that have become ingrained? do I even have strong feelings about such things?, I feel as if I'm not living life as me sometimes, it's like I'm going through the motions, all the while trying to figure out who I am..... It's strange, I never used to feel this way, but then I wonder how many people ever actually have a complete grasp on who they are
You might have to go back. See who you were as a kid. I truly believe that is when we're at our most genuine selves and we just get chipped away.
I found in an old yearbook that I said I wanted to be a singer when I was 8. Most boys my age wanted to be police or firefighters or astronauts but I wanted to be a singer. It made sense too since I always get random tunes coming to me and always feel the urge to sing. I thought it was just the product of a random and active mind but I think it may be one of my callings.
You're certainly not alone. I've been trying to piece myself back together for the last year.