Is it normal that i don't trust my girlfriend
In the past I have been cheated and played like a fool but then I meet this girl she is a former party hard girl the total opposite of me. We started going out and this has been my longest relationship.since day one she has been telling me about her past she has even told me she doesn't even know how many guys she has slept with. It makes me sick. But since then she has stoped doing drugs, drinking, partying, and stuff like that. But when I wanna like play on her iPhone she like surfs through it and deletes so many things. At times when we are at places she will talk about how hot other guys are. She has told me that she loves me no matter what but I feel like I still can't trust her, that much. But cause of her past, i could go on about all the shit she has done to guys and done with guys. The last thing I wanna do is tell her it's over. It's just I fear that she will go back to her old habits and go to party's and fuck some guy. I dont know what to do. By the way sorry this is really long