Is it normal that i don’t feel anything
Ever since I was a child, I’ve never really felt emotions on the same level that other people seem to. I have no problem understanding other people’s emotions and I can pretend to feel what they do but I always find that deep down I don’t really care.
I’ve always had trouble making friends because I find myself deliberately winding them up or upsetting them just to see their reactions.
I do care for the few people I am very close to but with friends and acquaintances, the small thrill I get from hurting them generally overrides my desire for a real friendship.
Is it normal that I feel so detached and empty?