Is it normal that i consider my self boy and girl
So maybe this is fked up shit..but I feel like I am a boy and girl and I have 2 personalities but I only show the guy personality to public who has to protect the girl which is also me..I treat my self nicely I dont hurt my self I bring my self stuff but not because I wanna happy myself but my girl which is inside me, but basically I consider myself a boy who doesnt care about girl side but I have to take care of her so the boy side me wont get hurt..ok this is shit but let me remind u I am considering my self a girl and a boy..the boy side is 88% and the girl side is 12% so im dating myself and whenever I act girly I blame the shit out of me cuz this girl side is only for me not for public cuz girls are treated like shit in our world and is sign for weakness and I dont wanna be like that..im straight 21 girl..yes I get attracted to boys,no sexual attraction to girls but I feel like im cheating the boys cuz half of my feelings are boyish and dominant ..yes I dont date and I feel afraid of the idea of dating..I feel like im cheating on myself and the boy im dating cuz I feel like im a boy I feel like im a gay man lol..