Is it normal that i am starting to develop a serious hatred for trains?
They assault my ears with their loud-ass horns, and they know damn well they don't have to honk if they don't want to (or at least not until a ways down the road where the crossing is), but they do it anyway!!! They shake the house, and rattle the windows. They stir up dust and stuff from the coal that they haul too. Sometimes I fantasize about rigging up some kind of remote horn system so I can honk back at them when they honk going by my house. But it would have to be louder and more aggressive than theirs though... 'Oh yeah, you think you can honk at my house motherfuckers? Well take this! *blasts remote horn back at train.'
Okay, that scenario was/is pretty ridiculous, but don't hate. If I didn't imagine things like this, I might go crazy...
To make matters more annoying for me, my dad gets up and looks out the front door window practically every time one of them goes by. He makes exclamatory remarks about them, and often tries to talk to me about what he just saw. He's like a little kid or something with his youthful exuberance about them. He knows it bothers me and that I don't share the enthusiasm anymore too. He's not as bad as he used to be, but I have been telling him that I really don't care about the trains anymore. I try not to be hateful about it, but I just can't help but be bothered by it sometimes, you know?
It was kind of fun when we first moved here(I used to look too and sometimes I still do; some of the cars have some neat graffiti on them), but it got old fast, and I am growing tired of his never-ending enthusiasm with them. He even counts the engine numbers as if there's some sort of special relationship between them or something. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE DAMN ENGINE NUMBERS DAD! It has become an obsession really, and it annoys me. Really, I'm not just exaggerating this, he feels compelled to look at almost every train that passes by.
Anyway, I suppose I went on a bit of a rant there. Sorry about that... Is it normal under these circumstances that I am so annoyed with trains (and my dad)?
Thanks for reading.