Is it normal that i am sick and tired of living and want to die

Call CPS.

Assuming that this is not a troll post (better to be safe than sorry), please go to a suicide hotline immediately. Not sure where you are, but please google for one, there should be one for your area. They will help you. I would recommend also seeing a counsellor or therapist. If you are in school, your school should have one. If not, google for free sessions.

If you are a troll, please get a life. If not, please continue living. This is going to sound super cliché, but no matter what, there ARE people out there that love you and would like to see you feel happy. Heck, I do, and there are others on this site who would too.
Good luck, friend, just remember that we're here for you, a lot of people are.

If you want a quick mood lifter (SUICIDE HOTLINE FIRST), google for engrish.com , it's a site that hosts terribly translated things, the 'menus' section is my personal favourite. It sounds stupid, but a little laugh goes a long way, I go there (I am coping with depression, it works for me) when my mood crashes.

I wish you all the luck. Remember: PLEASE VISIT A SUICIDE HOTLINE IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL. They can and WILL help.

Darling don't take what your mother says to heart..it's pretty clear she has issues herself if she call's her own sibling ugly. Go on with your life sweetheart and don't let your mom side track you! Your a human being and a beautiful person!