Is it normal that i am obsessed with white women

Men of all races lust over white women because white woman are goddesses and the epitome of physical perfection. I am not white but I think white people are so beautiful. Women of all races find white men attractive too so I don't see what the issue is.

However I am Mexican and I'm worried about the Hispanic population increasing in America. Although I enjoy the company of white woman, I don't actually want to have babies with them. The reason is that baby would not be totally white but mixed. Mixed women are beautiful but pure white women are more beautiful. As a Mexican I believe white people have every right to keep their genes alive and not date or marry outside their race. Also the white motherland is Europe which I feel is being assulted by Asian countries like China and India and the Arab countries and South American countries. But I still want to date a white girl, just not marry her.

Some of my buddies have called me a Mexican Nazi and I don't care what they say.