Is it normal that i am going crazy for a girl?

well okay theres this girl that i used to be in love with (might be still) like no other. she was the biggest bitch to me but i still loved her. we were together for 8 months. i got locked up for stealing my moms wedding ring for this girl (I know im fucking retarted).i get out i find out shes went back to her ex. then i got locked up for another thing. i get out an i find out shes sending nude pics to fucking every guy in school.
well a few months pass we arent together anymore. i find another girl shes the best gf ever. for some reason once i get with her she wants me back. well one night i sneak to see her. i was NOT excpecting anything to happen. that night i had sex with her for the first time.
well the next day my gf finds out. shes way upset with me an stuff but we work it out.
2 months later she text me an we start talking again. i fall back in love with her. we go out for like a day then im back with the other girl.
well now its 3 months later an im still not over her.
i see the girls face everywhere i go. i think about her on daily basis. i want to kill myself or kill her just to get her face out of my head somebody plz give me advice before i snap.

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38% Normal
Based on 42 votes (16 yes)
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Comments ( 5 )
  • kuku999

    You are a retard.

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  • GhostGuy764

    Stay with the girl you are with now or not but DO NOT go back to the girl that got you in so much truble she will be the end of you! The reason you are so crazy about the girl maybe because you had sex with her that sort of thing can mess with your head.

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  • MichelleZB

    Dude, you got locked up twice? Stay away from girls for awhile and sort out your life.

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  • gloomydust

    Whoever treats you the best deserves to be with you

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  • slayer123

    go for the one you love most, i can't find your prob

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