Is it normal that i am going crazy for a girl?
well okay theres this girl that i used to be in love with (might be still) like no other. she was the biggest bitch to me but i still loved her. we were together for 8 months. i got locked up for stealing my moms wedding ring for this girl (I know im fucking retarted).i get out i find out shes went back to her ex. then i got locked up for another thing. i get out an i find out shes sending nude pics to fucking every guy in school.
well a few months pass we arent together anymore. i find another girl shes the best gf ever. for some reason once i get with her she wants me back. well one night i sneak to see her. i was NOT excpecting anything to happen. that night i had sex with her for the first time.
well the next day my gf finds out. shes way upset with me an stuff but we work it out.
2 months later she text me an we start talking again. i fall back in love with her. we go out for like a day then im back with the other girl.
well now its 3 months later an im still not over her.
i see the girls face everywhere i go. i think about her on daily basis. i want to kill myself or kill her just to get her face out of my head somebody plz give me advice before i snap.